Rationality in relationships

• I see human relationships in a very rational view at this point of my life right now, and it is sad for sure
• I want to be able to look at people, for relationships without expecting
• Again that is a false belief, expectations always do exist but I want to be able to look at a friend, without thinking what do they bring on the table
• I want to fuck the table off and throw it away, and perhaps have a pool, foosball table in between instead. Just so that we have fun times without having to worry about the things we do!